important i will no longer be on this deviant. if u wanna watch me on muh new one
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talk 2 u all later.

i love muh gf laura she has proved 2 me love can be trusted, and she is amazing in so many different ways. laura, i never thought id feel the way i do today i never believed i could feel so much for someone. i thought i had love before i was wrong. i said the words i love you 2 other people and now i regret it because it could never mean what it does now. i feel like i lied to those people now. i did love them yes but not the way i love you. i fell for u when i was still supposed to be hers. then i started to realize that what we have is real what i had with her never was. i was stupid and foolish before, because i realize now what love can truly be. you've awakened a part of me i didn't know existed. you've been a light in me. i don't know how to thank or repay you. except to love you and never let you go. i believe theres something more with us than we even know. a connection we've felt for the last six months but were afraid 2 admit 2 even ourselves. im glad ur mine lucky i have you and i promise im not letting you go, no one from muh past present or future could ever take your place. i could never love someone the way i love you or want them or need them this much, i know it will only get better. i love you laura from here 2 eturnity. i can only hope you feel the same way cuz the fight 2 get u was worth it(tho it wasnt much of a fight, i already knew we loved eachother)! i love you laura! forever! *kisses cuddles and hugs* and many more 2 come. its perfect cuz we just fit. like an amazing puzzle. i love you muh angel! muh laura, muh tiger, muh everything!!!!!!

Laura made me a wonderful video
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I replyed with these 2 vids. (sorry bout the end of the second one.
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Laura i love you muh sweet heart! Im glad i have you!

i am dating a different person now, and i realized how much i never really felt before. laura is a great gurl, she smart,funny and sweet. (tho she doesn't think so lol). with hazel i was numb alot and felt so alone. not that it was her fault shes a gr8 person, we just weren't meant to be. but both of us are happy now. i can't wait 2 move to georgia. i cant wait 2 be in the same state with laura again! i love her so much! i guess moving on and a new start isn't the worst thing ever.
Alycat loves her Tiger <3

Choices:
You tell me its a choice the way I am, as if I could turn it off or on like a switch.
You tell me I'm wrong for loving some one and wanting to marry them. That its not right it ruins your sanctity of

mariage yet you're the ones who have caused it the most damage with celeberities one hour marriages and you're the

ones we see on tv all the time cheating on eachother. You tell us its unnatural. I want to know how a 6 year old

with no common knowledge of the world chooses that they like girls did you choose to be straight no, you just are,

just like I didn't choose to be lesbian I just am. For me it was hard to deal with. For alot of us it was. We have

to be scared to come out in fear of losing friends and family. There are many predjucies but being gay or lesbian

I believe is one of the harder ones, were the only ones who get pinned with "unnatural" and "its a choice" with

blacks or aisans or any race people see who you are and the might hate you, but with us we cant show our true

selves in fear of losing any one who matters to us. You wouldn't loose your family by being a certian race but us

we live with that fear every day. I know every one lives hard lives. and that noone is innocent. But telling us

were child molesters and that if we did have children they'd end up gay. That right there is funny, now if its a

choice how does us having children make them gay? I garentee you the first gay person came from a straight family,

as do many of us, its not a choice and it cant be passed down, and we do not molest children, and we want to get

married and we chose more wisely because with us the nations eye is on us if we fail its all gays that fail at

marriage. We get beat to bloody pulps many of us end up dead and we have hatred from all races even our own some

times will beat us up infear that someone will notice that they are gay. Lesbians have men who think they can

change us make us straight, and when we dont want to have sex with them they get angry and may of us get raped due

to it, but being raped doesnt make us lesbians being lesbians gets us raped. now you tell me.... would YOU choose

THAT? We don't choose it be we are proud of who we are. We will get through the hatred and come out better people.

No matter who wants to take us down. We are strong and we do love, and are people too with feelings. We fight now

so the future is better for th ones that come after us.

im trying soo hard to get the money for the trip 2 c muh baby, but al i can get is about 200, if that for muh truck. i really need and wanna be with her. its a time 2 be with loved ones, i wanna be with the one i love seeing her laugh , smile, feeling her in muh arms, just knowing shes there would make christmas out of any day, but i want to actually be there for christmas. and her birthday, which is jan 1st btw. if any one ,,,, i mean any one can even give a little money please do. ill do any thing i just wanna be with her for it! i love her so much!!! please some one....... in other news i mite be moving to butler.